Journey of my life

Preamble: (Fast forward twenty years that have passed, and shortly we bid farewell to the youth has been completely independent look back and mother together spent twenty years have changed, Duwu, think the situation Diaolan jade puzzle should still force change and now she is really old, really want to do something for her, and there I do not know where to start, she worked hard life no one make her leisurely down, unable to let go of mother and son the family chaos write something to and comfort the heart of their own chant Thanksgiving, recording her bit by bit in the past life is a deep sense of affectionate ...)

............ Journey of my life the mother I lit dawn open a person's life journey, I'm glad that a cycle of life that she let me into a real person has a life. I appreciate her so her blood flowing in the body, from the psychological the bones reveal she gave me everything, inherited her rustic and simple character. I was not born in a scholarly family nor House of merchants, in the ordinary, but a family of three, but she only culture I taught writing she handed me the language and text given that I am a man the kind and tolerant. She is very humble people is also very good, the memory of her hard work, dragged his old body with cheap labor in exchange for my book tuition sixtieth year is still toiling for me to study the school paid unusual hardships, but unfortunately my qualification dull negative expectations.

Her silence to pay everything, but the time to let her old ... clearly yesterday young, she can now more common in the wrinkles and gray hair, there are more and more emaciated body thin as a sheet of paper. I can not like a little lamb who refused to leave Lianzhao her bud blooming beautiful made nurtured her body leaving traces forever, Thanksgiving moved to get beautiful and lose in life reproduction. Every mother should be ordinary and great.

The mother locked depression brow revealed a warm, kind eyes, quivering moved my heart a little lonely sad there makes me feel a trace of guilt, sad years no trace her and she was almost dusk shake time the power to change all owe unruly student to bring her pain, a lot of immaturity and causing her worry about me. Remember the memories of that period of pain, can not erase the shadow of my heart. A period of painful memories, even now to think of it is also a lingering fear, remorse had the wrong pay two Hupenggouyou bring my injury. Just because a trivial misunderstanding caused by the conflict, nearly brandished a knife in my body, I remember my head injury in bed wrapped in a bandage trip ...

The mother quietly wait at the bedside all night, afraid sorrowful between lost something, her moment not care on sleep a wink. Swelling of the eyes haggard looked at me blankly, eyes that says I am difficult to read the content. When she looked at me kind of eyes I shall never never forget that look is a boat weeping women profusion sad. Noon, when I'm craving a popsicle, but did not dare move the mouth, a move in the face of the jaws is injured on the pain, want to want ice cream sweet juice infiltrated my throat. The mothers meet I begged or buy one, she slowly ripped a hole, this time, the mother of a small action, yet her as the mother of the most original love forever fixed in a moment, her hand firmly holding cold ice cream on the cover in his chest, little by little, the intentions of the melting temperature of these cold, little by little, slowly feeding back to me to drain food. Every look like I'm taking every action she carefully, concentrate on feeding like a mother bird returned from feeding the chicks look like. Do not care about others see her silly action. She looked at me quietly, engrossed watching trip in her side of the people, at the moment, silence speaks. Mercy in her tired eyes with sad, deep brow and temples temples of white hair on the surface in front of me moved, a myriad of thoughts. Weathered hands gently caressed my face the considerate action suddenly my blood was never had a warm overflowing systemic, the points touched told me: I am in the position of her mind is so important. Feelings inadvertently revealed low over a thousand words, my heart surging up. Meng rise, is in ruins, why flies life makes her so that ah? My heart at this moment suddenly freeze time of stagnation, swallow the juice of spin in the throat. Gorky said all the glory and pride of the world are from the mother, can I bring it to her but it is sad Scar. I had to be buried in the plot of a movie earthquake mother and deep feelings ashamed, and I did not even do anything to let her have the comfort of things to. Her eyes tears of regret can not be self-suppression, the instant's touched the soul at the moment it contains ten thousand kinds Qingsu, love thawed out, the heart is shocked, awakened dream should not let her sad and haggard eye socket Since the times of grief and remorse after I gradually mature ...

Inexperienced after almost a year that a few days of the Spring Festival to stay with her, because outside year round busy private companies work. So curl of smoke into her hope I stay away from home, the blossoming of Baiyun Cheng I miss in the distant. Sometimes playing a phone call, always ask: "Where are you? When ready to go home ah? What are you doing? Must be good ...". She stubborn, always flashing her determined eyes, refused to leave the mend hand job, which has become a part of her life. Idle afternoon sitting room backs to come up with little clothing she is wearing old flower border pinning should touch Teng half a day. Although slow, but she look seriously and carefully mending. Loving mother hands of line, wandering clothing, these memories about her childhood with me still vivid in my mind. Whenever Jia Rong elderly company meeting the chorus from the song "Grateful Heart" I will be in my mind emerge out of her shadow, an affable and kind. Your body is affected by the parents, as the Son of man, how can not sentimentally attached to it?

The mother had a good voice, sing and dance the Tibetan People's Congress. When her eyes should be written on the joy, filled with happiness, joy, and how many times I have reverie had young mother in a patch of green grass, blue sky thousands of miles in a Bi ranch on the mound shaking sheep The group waved animal husbandry and the whip sounded her loud and clear voice. I never see her the moonlight soft eyes, flowing snow white and pure eyes. Shaking their eyes a quarter action youth, and sketched out the lines of a person's life, like bending and Crescent Moon eagle eyes Muguangruju to. Goes smiling face like the sun in early spring, tells of her joy already melted in the snow-capped mountains of Britain, time flies, the passage of time, I do not know whether she vaguely remember.

The mother is a devout Buddhist devotees, this prayer turned into her faith, a comfort, a kind of sustenance, a spiritual pursuit. Consistently abide by the ascetic, maintained a share of upholding and persistence. Whenever I will be a long journey, she always took me to the temple to burn incense and pray pray for peace, sent me a string of prayer beads I often chanting. See her bow down before the Buddha silently vow of compassion and pious like my heart moved her share of good faith. Her eyes always look forward to the most beautiful blessing, plus miscellaneous dark melancholy quality, those ups and downs of the past morals, how will hope it her heart? Will pray for what the fate of the soul? Perhaps only she can understand. Looking back on his walk always such year, to see if she already has been in the side to accompany me sunset dusk, merciless years! I lost more melancholy, dejected heart-breaking, each make her better spent always such years, but now they only miss to have her day. Miss parting, she looked from afar at my eyes refused to leave. Custodial birds nostalgia forestry, fish and think, therefore Yuan. Whenever miss those vested with heart fragrant soil always alone in a foreign land, and I miss the innocence of childhood dream homeland, and I miss the village which is in a familiar home, however. Thin times home and looked at the mother like her gray-haired but scarce, some camel back, his eyes on both sides bordered by a thick wrinkles, his eyes a pair of black face hale and hearty still amiable eyes reflecting her youth has been flooded in the past ... and look out of the eyes after a long absence, still looking forward to happiness, simple happiness. In the sunset, the family around a table eating simple happiness. Plain simple and warm days, maybe every mother is like to be the kind of happiness. Always tossed together from many days together is dull became the life of a luxury.

Yasunari Kawabata said people have disappeared in the past days, the years change every human aging, will refuse to wrinkle, refused gray hair, when you think that the age of the body will soon wiped out large buckle Soul Deep final will leave something? Life is like a river, we are just a fish in the river, and in any case backtracking, ultimately without success. Slowly relieved when overtaken by all the feelings of the nothingness of life there, in fact, life hovering between eyes open and closed. Everyone should be a good perception of life do keep Yoshitaka, the mother of the family, the truth, ex-rearing condensed into eternity, so as to let everything become more meaningful existence.

Mother like an umbrella, you hold up the sky, you block the scorching heat, violent storms. Mother like a lock, lock a care of your fence, locked inside you is not lonely Kiyoaki. Mother like a cup of tea, fragrance distant but memorable, let your life bear in mind. The white-haired old man perhaps understand, are hoping to put all the hard work of the next generation of their own but do not want to add a little more selfish desires. Decades later, we have robust adult, the idea was still full of strength, her kind and loving eyes. If you can, I am willing to change her life all the time is not aging. Life is fleeting, like a meteor across the sky short but beautiful. As if eternal motherly eyes flashing in the sky ...

Less Than 5 Meters Tall

Mother, less than five meters tall, skinny physique, but she has a kind face, an always smiling mouth. Mom is absolutely a good reputation in the relatives, friends, neighbors - care for the young, hard-working, kind-hearted, inoffensive.

The mother especially honor their grandmother, and brothers and sisters and sisters-in-law relations, especially between Harmony and deep sense of family is rooted in her heart forever, without reservation into action. Mother is a typical warm-hearted, I can see a very young age, my father, my mother, the two sides are two major family of respect for my mother, at home what big or small are willing to find her mother to communicate. The mother of the children is always very loving and patience, so Jiujia, aunt, uncle, uncle's children are always willing to come to my house to play every summer and winter vacations, our family became a kindergarten. I remember my UNCLE (his father's pro-uncle) total point of view, he lived in my house the daughter of the neighboring villages, each time passing have to stay at my house one day, every mother is prepared to give him two boxes of a good smoke, a pound of white wine cook sumptuous snacks. UNCLE telling everyone that my nephew, daughter-in-law, filial piety pro-girl than I! "

The father is a teacher, busy at work all day. The mother was knitting factory workmanship, but living inside and outside the home by the mother bear, to take care of my brother, my sister and I, she never heard a word of complaint.

My house in the countryside, the mother inherited the unique simplicity of the rural people, good character. I remember a child, the village total to play skill entertainer, monkey, also to discuss anything to eat, each complete performance to be house-to-house discussion meters Whenever I see the old, young, poor, her mother brought her to the home, They cook a delicious, hot meals, and before leaving, but also to bring them some.

Total energy between the mother and the neighborhood at the very cordial neighbors, big or small, she will always be present, to juggle can always find work to do. Making friends of my mother and people pay more attention to pledge allegiance always Shixinshiyi, so no matter where the total will soon into the neighborhood the middle to. In my memory, my mother never had neighbors quarreled mix over the mouth. The contradiction between the other neighbors, as long as the mother arrived at the scene, going on homely, laughing and joking, always quickly to resolve the contradictions.

Do not know why, I always feel that 3 people in our brothers and sisters, my mother is the most loved, in my mind, the position of the mother is forever and no one can replace. Pleased when, I first want to share and mother, sad, I am most eager mother care. Mother shake the car of my childhood, my warm haven.

Notepad from, I am very picky eaters, do not like to eat grains, the family had not wealthy, not every day, eat on the rice, often, the mother alone with lunch boxes steamed give me a box of rice, and brother and sister but with the parents eat cereals. I like fish, mother always took me to go to the river to catch fish, even if only to catch a small few, the mother should carefully made fish sauce for me to eat.

Mother beat me, because I stole someone else's apple orchard, I remember so after I her secretly weeping in the side. Education after the burst of good intentions, I admit the error, and since then, my mother never beat me again.

Junior high school for three years when I live on campus year. Schools in the city, far from home. Sometimes come home for a month. Never been away from home, I'd careless adapt quickly, but their mother always do not trust, worry about how much I wear, worried that I eat good, worried that I could not take care of themselves to the city ... so whenever someone , the mother is necessary to me to get my favorite pickles, salted eggs, etc., and also forced me to take along home, did not wash clothes wash to find someone to take along the back.

In high school, I went to a city farther away from home, spending big. Mother where the factory is closed, Dad The poor health Bingtui a. Brother got married, and my sister also go to school. Home very strapped economy. In order to earn more money, my parents tried to raise chickens, he did not expect a plague home to twenty thousand yuan borrowed money to accompany into father's pension was only three hundred dollars or monthly. Then the city just a career - shoeshine, in people's eyes a little humble work. Mom and Dad went to Shenyang, the railway side rented a dozen square meters of the hut, a shabby wooden beds lend the owner of the house, two sets of luggage, simple tableware and a small coal stove. Mom and dad went shoeshine tired of daily Yaosuanbeiteng, to earn money to want to eat the bear to wear, in order to save electricity at night even the lamps are rarely open. I live in the school to worry about eating to worry about wearing life ...

The long-term exertion coupled with harsh environment, the body of the mother a lot of problems, typhoid fever, stomach pain, headache ... my mother before me never manifested, just sneak a lot of medication, drinking to alleviate. Still goes on when the face of my kind, smiling face. Occasionally I saw her medication or pain, always relieved that I said "Nothing, not big problems, like some medicine." Naive I actually always believed.

University soon graduated three years for me. I still kind of carefree, but ignore the parents is how to get through it, the mother's health is getting worse, the 50-year-old man in the eyes of others, has become an old lady. And my 21-year-old man had not yet learned to comfort her mother, then a.

To work in a foreign land. Mother does not like me to a room and board, the same sickly father to stay in her brother's house, they come with me, I understand the bitterness of my mother's love of the mother, but do not know how to stop my mother for my laundry, cooking .... I think that should honor their parents, to repay my parents, I was naive to think that the monthly wages to the mother, and give good mother to buy some delicious wear is honor, but always out playing cards, drinking mom to stay at home .

I got married, my mother became ill with advanced liver cancer, returned to his home to wait for that final parting. Do not know is busy busy with work or family, several rare visit I will never forget, my mother could not bear to look sad, but put a smile to hide the pain of not illness brought her. I was able to do something for my mom? I want to be able to do something for my mom!

The mother did not call my name, never call me old son "want to hear that familiar cry calling:" Old son! "

Memory

Time still remember very clearly, I probably left this relatively good, August 26, the end time is December 7 today, three months and 10 days, very short start, then the short-term development since the end of. This is a more open platform network, the above is full of such poor Cock silk, are doing a counter-attack the dream, the network is the platform, but some people really counteroffensives regardless of how, and some are just a poor Cock wire, there is no opportunity to know the white Phu My, black fungus recognize a few, still only a spare tire. I most of the day hanging online every day doing nothing, I'm also doing a counter-attack dream, the end of the day, or an out-and-out poor Cock silk old but still a poor Cock wire. Know her online, now can not tell stickers or QQ, I can remember only two are added, QQ began (although her pull the black), paste it familiar, and then develop a stranger now, this is my the fate of the poor Cock silk, has always been so, and turned on each other strange, then no longer contact, this is me, this is a poor Cock wire. We began suddenly, with her words, is that I did not chase her became. So she has this to heart, plus she was three years younger than me, a little temper, love playing patience, I have been receiving have been trying to meet with her to start all well , very smooth. My vacation time to go to see her or she to meet each call always say a lot of useful and useless crap, she never idle trouble, every morning, noon, night call, then casually chat will be a long time . Each meeting will be very warm and very happy, although occasionally a little friction, but it will not be long indifference. Did not take long for ever. Things change when I divorced years, there are times I give her a call, the first call, she hung up my almost ten to twenty minutes I played in the past or in the call, then after almost more than an hour, I played in the past she was sleeping, feeling very depressed, ask one, and then everything will change, to develop into this. Was very hard to save them, have been trying, but she has been the case, has been very cool to me, I still like before, every day, to call her, but played in the past, she sometimes does not pick sometimes said in the busy sometimes said nothing to hang more then my phone call comes in to hang my pick someone more than an hour, which is okay, I'm calling her busy tired, I texted her to say annoying me a message She also said the trouble, I said to meet her she is also busy annoying. I do not know what is this. After a certain period of time, I asked her why, she said that can not stand to get out, I have nothing to say, she quickly birthday, I asked her if she intends to how too, she said good thought, and I said that I arranged, she said look at that time, I am prepared to painstakingly ready, but she said she and her friends, and I asked her why do this to me, she would say, can not stand on the roll, I just have to carry on Is there anything wrong? Next no then I asked her why it is, she said no, she thought, I want to know why it is, she said it points right, maybe this is she has been waiting for the outcome, perhaps this is her so the purpose, I do as they wish, with my own one issued to her, although I know too much, but I know that today is not hair one day my hair, then she called me and said, after strange. This is what I think of the result, which is the beginning of a predictable outcome, this is the fate of a poor Cock wire counter-attack is just a distant dream.

Take It Easy

Happiness is its own thing, and if they wish to, you can always exchange their remote controls to adjust the window of the soul to the happy channel.

Happy own thing, as long as you are willing to smile behind implication is solid, unparalleled throughout the force from the heart, throughout blossoms turn.

It as the acid to eat grapes, not only can adjust their mood to a happy bit of frequency, you can also solve many practical problems.

To remember: not tolerate is not perfect, will only bring pain to your life.

Now have in your hands, as long as care well is not lost, lack of for you is always a nebulous mystery, the ability to get and how to get or how much is unknown, so its the lack of Aiai resentment, not the music, as the capsule in all.

Everything has its advantages and disadvantages, when you encounter the bad part, first learn to think, how to learn and grow here is the most important. "Whining Too anti heartbroken."

Do for others and low self-esteem, it is better to think about what you would do what others can not do the things he will not do.

Take it easy to figure out, can not do, it is our common problem. Easy to see the things of others such as water reflection is clear when it comes to their own, there will be Laoyanhunhua of state as long as live to see the day month and stars, do not worry.

Forgive, is the best way since the release of their own, in order to have the mentality of health freedom.

The distress of many of life are coming from the "know" many things of the world, when you "do not know, there is no so-called pain". Should not see things, not supposed to hear, should understand the confidentiality best not to ask this - I do not know is a blessing.

Sometimes people must accept helpless fate of arrangements.

We meet not in more fuel, but rather to reduce the flames, not the accumulation of wealth, but rather to reduce the desire to put down to greed, the pursuit of the plain and simple life is a happy easiest way.

Akkadian

Long, long time ago, Babylon had a rich called Akkadian, it is said he was business, wealthy. The king ordered him to teach the rich know-how to others. The Akkadian Zunling teaching. To make their point of view is more convincing on the third day of class, Akkadian, taken another form. Akkad one seated on his students, said: "After listening to the lessons of previous occasions, I believe or assume that everyone learned their own one-tenth of the income to save up and ready to let them add value, because we are now must not allow them to busy myself already know the next question is in premise avoid losing your wealth, and how to make it work for you, and bring you a steady stream of income. on this issue, I do not want first say, but want another person to talk about his own experience, he is my son Nuo Mase. "

Nuo Mase listened to his father, went to the front of everyone and said:
"In accordance with the custom of Babylon, the wealthy father always like son Liuzaishenbian, so that they can inherit the family business in the future, but my father Akkad was not in favor of this practice when my adult when, one day, the father I called over, earnestness said to me:
"'I hope you can carry on my family business, but you must first prove that they have the ability and wisdom to manage it, so I want you to try again to the outside world, with their ability to create wealth become a respected person.
'In order to let you have a good start, and I will give you two things, I then started from scratch can without them.

'First of all, I want to give you a bag of gold, which will become the basis of your future wealth if you use it, I give you this piece of clay slate inscribed with five golden rule As long as you follow these five rules to do it personally, they will be able to bring you wealth and safety.

"'From now counting 10 years, you go back to where you informed me if you can prove himself is doing the heavy responsibility, I will let you become the heir of my property. Otherwise, I will all of the property to the priests. '
"So, I use a fine cloth wrap mud slate, riding a horse into the world to go to bring the father to my gold.

"Go out, I decided to try his luck in Nineveh, because it is a new city, I think the opportunity there must be more, I joined a desert caravan, still quite a few friends that hath including two people the gift of the gab, they have a very beautiful white horse, running like the wind.

"In the way of travel, they are very sure to tell me there is a stallion, a rich man in Nineveh in all competitions, had never lost its owner, firm in the knowledge that there is any horse can run too it so, regardless of the stakes how much he would be willing to bet his horse to horse can beat the vicinity of Babylon my friends said to me, the rich man's horse and the horse than simply a lame donkey.
"They generously invited me to go with them, betting on horse races, said this helped me a great favor. Touched by this plan.
"The results of our horses lose badly, I lost most of the gold." Akkad smiled. "Later, I found the two men is a liar, Nineveh man is their accomplices, and with them the spoils this cunning scam to me on his first lessons: To learn how to protect their own wallets.

"Soon, I received another painful lesson. Supplier team, I also met another young man, he and I, is a rich kids also think of Nineveh to develop. We went to Da Nini shortly after the micro, he told me that the death of a businessman, his ship goods being sold to fraudsters He suggested I buy those goods and with his partner, but he was the first to take the gold back to Babylon, so he persuaded me to acquire money buy all the goods, and promised our partner to do business after he came funded.

"However, he has been reluctant to return to Babylon withdraw money, I have gradually see that he is not only not a shrewd businessman, but also often big spenders. Finally, I parted ways with him, but then, our business has been almost unable to maintain a backlog of many hands does not sell the goods, there is no money to go into the new stock. Finally, I had to put all of the goods are cheap sold to a Jew.

"In a period of days after that, I really miserable and I looked around to find work to do, but found nothing, because I have not received any vocational training in order to earn a living, I had to sell my horse, slave and my extra robes poverty day by day approaching.

"At this time, I think of engraved the five golden rule mud slate father gave me the above, I carefully read the above that the language of wisdom, only to find that if I had first read these wisdom, would not be lost my gold.

Get rid of me

As one might expect, Ye Tong was admitted to a focus on high school, and bean sprouts in this through the relationship into the same school, and he will never be chosen field of S & P high.

That year, she was 16 years old.

Ye Tong sad, maybe, bean sprouts never want to play with her. So, he was chosen so far away from her.

November holiday home on the coach, Ye Tong saw bean sprouts, and she was almost disappointing cry. She would like to ask the bean sprouts so just walk away What friends did not have to do, after all, she did not do anything wrong.

Finally refrained. Then I thought, even if he does not go how about their relationship and what is it? Ye Tong frustration with a wry smile.

Car station, two people get off. No sea, no communication, he turned and strode away. Ye Tong thought, maybe so missed it, and perhaps missed is never right, maybe forever only lifetime as long as it ...

Heart, even more icy in tears upcoming welling moment, Ye Tong heard the light Huanliaoyisheng of the bean sprouts "leafless, waiting for me, we go together!" Ye Tong whispered to be heard, tears absolutely embankment.

Bean sprouts a few steps with the over, do not hesitate to who held the hand of Ye Tong, side by side to go back. Ye Tong suddenly stopped, stared ask, you will accompany me to go long? "Like himself.

"Dolls, Grandpa would like to accompany you to go a lifetime, right?" He Banguo Ye Tong's shoulders, in good faith, said.

"You lied, did you not want to get rid of me? You go! Walked!" Ye Tong suddenly out of control and roared. Because they are so angry, her little chest tightness. Bean sprouts without saying a word, the hard to let her in his arms, he was yelling and playing some. Bean sprouts now has grown into Yushu, many suitors. How could he fancy her humble? He does not know, In short, her headstrong, her overbearing, he just wanted a sweep, he alone.

They went back to the elementary school campus. Bean sprouts, pointing to a coarse sized clove said, we together school day species are so high. Ye Tong looked up and stared at the bean sprouts down his soft eyes, she saw the word "leaves" trunk engraved on a small, momentary trance, this guy when engraved. Seems to discern the inner doubts Ye Tong, bean sprouts leisurely said, remember that outing treasure hunt, the teacher said, Who is the first to find the treasure you can claim a tree, and carved his own name. Ye Tong, of course, remember the spring outing after returning from jubilation to treasure hunting, and the results of their own have found an eraser, To this end, she and the teacher disgruntled freak. The bean sprouts Then said, "I know I had hopes of finding what that is?" He smiled journeying, "you beginner origami fold paper cranes, above the words 'with bean sprouts, whole life' Ms Yip, do you know what is a lifetime? ha ha ha ...... "Ye Tong's face like a fire burning seam drilling to wait for them to be able to find a place.

Career disappointments

Life in all likelihood be unhappy, the bothering, sad things, sad things, the painstaking things often accompanied. We are friends, relatives, lover send the most blessings are often "good luck" before, and it represents the people best wishes deepest Phase willing.

No a wishful life, the only smug look on life in the real life, things are always small, and more is frustration, pain. Unhappy life. Always twists and turns of the road of life, in life's long road, sorrow and pain often associated with the left and right. This the happy life he was merciless reality shattered, into the reach of the bubble, the theme of life became a misery, life course has become Treks, unable to know the other side where you can not see where the exports. Ask God to give me an answer to this quest? Unfortunately, this world the greatest tragedy than a helpless! Helpless to fend for themselves to find answers to life, in the lives of frustrated to find hope, to find a way to find the slightly little Guangmang in life. Strong, only strong enough to face the misery of life in response to a life of suffering, from the lives of the dense fog to come out into the original full sun, dew life go.

Feelings of disappointments. The feeling in the world is not a crystal clear, spotless place. How close the distance between the heart and the heart in the emotional world of male and female? How many feelings purity? The true feelings are holy, but the emotional feelings sometimes always off course and heading for the heavy fog.

Utilitarian real life, some people feelings as a game, a game can "boarding" shuttle "get" and "lose" the game and disgracing the sanctity of love. The life of the shoe drive is short, to maintain a shred of sanity in the sensual world, so we are not caught in too deep feelings sea of ​​bitterness, Bu Zhiyu let feelings flames burns really love me and I love people. Feelings chase the wishful persistent and can not be exchanged for the perfect love of what you want, when passion faded away, leaving perhaps only lengthy secretly hurt and pain. Choose to let go.

Career disappointments. The cause is the pursuit of life, the dream of life, is a manifestation of the value of life. To pursue a career on the road is not smooth sailing all the way, not everyone is able to do so the dream of success, in addition to the unremitting efforts and hard work pay withstand time and again failed to prepare ideologically have to do a good job. The reality is irresistible, the environment can not be changed career breakthrough, in addition to the qualities they want to have a successful career must have to encounter the horses, had to adapt to melt into the environment in which you go, weather, geography, and indispensable.

Some people give up in order to cause the personality and dignity of man, their words and deeds is as humble and poor; some people to mind the plot of land of the free and willing to career stagnation, because he did not want to give way to a man's Finally, a bottom line. We have no right to judge who is right and who do not have the right to comment on who to and who loses, but I think time will tell, will prove everything. In such a materialistic society, in this era to the success of Heroes, we can hold on to in life really the last piece of camp, which in itself is life among the great success of other, what fear, what are seeking it?

The life all likelihood disappointments. In fact, to live is a state of mind, if your heart is distraction, Dankan life pain, weak fame, a positive attitude and balance, to have desires vary not seek, do something and do certain things, do not deliberately hide his without snobbery flatter others, do not do the hypocrites do a truly self. Way, life even if frustrated, will not matter and loss, Tan sway, genuineness, very calm, happy. In all likelihood disappointments in life is wishful people in life, after all, is one of the few. Big as large created must pass through the large setbacks, big ordeal, Bai-Lian to a good steel, fire burn a certain level of attainment in order to become a pure blue.

In recent years

In recent years, CCTV has "moved China" named Person, though, regardless of background, identity, visibility, "Ten people are always Yuyu brilliance, to make sense of the big things.

Why are you touched of course, a very "touched" is always something to prove, but the impressive thing may not have what a great significance, the significant thing is not necessarily "touched degrees high. The meaning is the product of rational analysis, ordinary people tend to make things move people more than Illustrious. Illustrious figures, things can withstand rational analysis, and less likely to make "irrational" and "rational" is exactly "moved".

Moved resorting sensibility. The sensibility is soft, weak, only landing on soft materials in mind.

The following is a recently "touched" the author of a few things:

...... Shandong Tancheng County the farmers Sunwen flow dragging a broken arm broken leg crawling from Henan thousands of miles back home. Sunwen flow calculation no way difficult to work this out of the province but was crippled body of farmers penniless, was injured after the boss he was thrown out of the factory, the watchman police found to the hospital because of money for treatment hospital in time out. Turn into the earth, heaven trackless, Sun Yat-sen the flow was thinking "I want to go home" - he can only go home from the summer heat to the cold of winter, which lasted six months, he climbed home. Really "Heaven must be a way," Let a cry for "Heaven must be a way.

The ... working from Chongqing to Wuhan, the couple under the wrong car, husband Chen Qi Park looking for a car ride in a car accident was severing his leg, I really knew nothing about his wife, Shao spring, get off the side of the road waiting for three days and three nights. Until a police officer receiving the alarm, do everything possible to find Chen Qi Park has been living in the hospital, the couple two talents to be "Baotoutongku. Shao says spring real husband went to the car is not back, her no money, more afraid for the local husband can not find themselves on waiting in place.

The ...... a sleeper car traveling from Kunming to Luzhou the lorry knocked over, 15 people were killed and 19 others injured. Car accident the next day, one under the age of one year-old baby lying mother has been unconscious hungry cry, two hours later, the mother seems to have been the child's crying "downtown" awake but unable to speak could not move , tears streaming down from the corner of her eye. Health care workers to send their children to his mother's arms, the child bite nipple sucking, crying Hom However stop the expression of maternal anxiety eased down. This mother and daughter are the most seriously injured in the accident survivors, the youngest. Mother Sheave Wave Velocity intraperitoneal siltation 600 ml of congestion, not yet out of danger. Child because the mother tightly cover in the event of a collision, the less seriously injured. The next morning, after a car accident, just tried to speak Sheave Wave Velocity in a faint voice, told reporters that her family Yunnan Zhaotong mark for the people, and her husband work outside the home a year ago, accidentally killed ......

When rational armed, you are so strong you by adhering to the truth, as covered with armor; everywhere found "meaning. Do not need these, however, touched it reaches the soul underlying rational cover you in the blink of an eye in the disarmament, back to you as an emotional biological origin.

You imagine that Trinidad crawling migrant workers, it is envisaged as a lower "in a strange city bitter sit for three days and three nights to wait only familiar with the loved ones envisioned his mother has such Sheave Wave Velocity as give you everything. Even thousands of miles away, things move people total can you place in which you enter the state of "put themselves", which burst into tears.

Perhaps too casual

Late at night, people, heart busy, suddenly remembered that night you very obedient like an appointment time provisions, could not help laughing.

You into my life was an accident, perhaps this is fate. Not know each other, only knew you Rat from a jiyou "street rat" is your name. Exchange phone, send a message, actually dated for three years, even though you removed more than one place, to replaced several phone number, but contact more or less did not intermittent, never met, never thought to meet.

You say that from the very beginning, I just shout at you, call you dead rats, curse you for three years, are in the habit, when singing to.

Perhaps too casual, too do not take me as an outsider, often some Raunchy, telling dirty jokes, and I will curse you.

Probably the man has a curiosity about it, you should really Ben came for me.

First to no sign, sent the information to you at work? "There is a missed phone day just forgot to call, and then back to the letter. For a later letter, "Tonight I come to you." Look, the music, if it is true? Eating the dumplings, you want to come to me you cook the dumplings to eat. "Letter I in XX dinner . Because the twice number trombone dial to dial the wrong, and did not get through, go to the letter "You speak as if with really like, you have to really come I'm waiting for you". Letters "I really want to come."

We often joke, half-truths phoney Barbara. This time seems to be true! The letter "is not it! Around full circle around the back, I do not want to see you.

I am well aware of the difference between reality and the ideal, and meet as miss. I like that you kind of tacit understanding, cheerful, relaxed atmosphere of the chat, as you look like, not interested, it does not matter. Strangers, perhaps around after any.

The phone call was very excited, great to see a side of posture, I explicitly told you I could not see you, I will not see you, your disappointment, resentment that you Haohen!

Second, to information, and came up, I afraid stuck in traffic detour home. The letter "Why do you want to see me?" Letter "Do not blame me ruthless, do not meet, I hello you often through the night, I worried that you would be afraid." Called and asked me where. Tell you I was in school then baby. You actually ran to the school to look for me! Fortunately, you are mistaken school. Just looking far and wide to see us take a detour.

break the dreary deadlock

Last weekend, she and her husband together go on an outing, surprise, in order to point the little things the two altercation, results spellbound. Returned home, she asked her husband sent grievances. After a moment, she turned the locked himself into the bedroom, continuous nearly 10 hours, do not eat or drink.

Every time, and her husband been having some trouble, she would "hunger strike" of self-mutilation way to punish her husband, the longest record up to 23 hours. Looked the husband askew anxiously repentant look, she hit the bottom of my heart comfort to him.

This is no exception, you have not seen for a few hours, the husband on the first running out of patience, and first in the door to come back to the pace, then gently knock on the door, and finally beat heavily.

She finally could not bear to insist, then opened the door. The husband came into the room, not a word, helpless face, hands and patted her behind, pulling her to dinner.

A long time, her husband still remains silent. This is how the matter? Accordance with past practice, the husband sitting next to her, should be kept to say a joke to make her laugh is you!

"You want to what?" Finally, she stopped the hands of chopsticks, the first to break the dreary deadlock. "If," the husband, looking intently at her, "a few years later, this house only yourself, you and kick hunger strike, who again urge you to dinner?" Myself! That How about you? "Without missing a beat she answered, blurted out. First, or leaves you. Husband look calm, but a calm tone of how much reveal a little sad, "everything may happen!"

So how could that be? ! She never imagined the day will lose her husband. Usual, she always culmination of surly and even a little overbearing, wanton vent their annoyance and dissatisfaction, it is clearly her husband as one can not just family members crusade or a vent emotions warehouse.

However, the husband is not only long she was less than three years old "big boys"? True demeanor had seen her husband in front of his parents: lazy, arrogant and weak. Perhaps her husband home little time revisit some parental care care, right? Rarely seen in front of her are lazy and arrogant weak, on the contrary, always give her the care sincere love.

At this point, looked at her husband that slightly weary eyes, she can not help but guilty remorse up: Why do I repeated injuries always beloved husband? Why am I so do not care about the feelings of her husband? Identified only the husband can accept and bear with all her fault entirely by his own, able to forgive her shortcomings and wayward, and do not have any complaints.

Anything if you do not cherish only blindly requests and injuries, and how can we ensure that it will not defeat it? Even share the most mellow and dearest people between emotion.

This weekend, she completely understood, there is one thing not to squander human life, and that is emotion! It is on this weekend, she deeply understand, must treat lover.

Remember a long time ago

Remember a long time ago, a news: a mother in the case of their desperate child into the wheels, and then committed suicide. News broadcast a condemnation of the mother's voice. I can deeply understand the despair and pain of the mother, because she is ready for death, she could not endure their own children to live in this world alone.

Child's eyes from day to day changes, gray, red, and then grayed out. I looked at it in fear constantly changing. I imagine more than once to kill Smelly, good end to the pain of his torment. I imagine give him air needle, sleeping pills, put gas Wusi him, or simply a person jumped off the floor. I'm riding a motorcycle every day with Smelly shuttle traffic endless highway, and more than once thought: If Which kind of driver suddenly we are killed nice ah. Many times I had to stop to stabilize the mood they want to crash. Yes, I admit that I was vulnerable. I can not stand his pain and despair.

My children live 958 days, two years, seven months, 15 days.

My Smelly alive, he is surprisingly well-behaved, surprisingly smart, he and the children of the same age as cute, not even more clever. He will use a different tone to call my mother to call my name, he was expressing his needs and feelings, he will see the wink, amusing people. He was very unique, very eye-catching. Not only because he keep the lad head, not just that he has a long pigtail. But he was very lively, very polite, and he saw no one to call. He likes cars, I bought him nearly 100 vehicles of different sizes of cars a day, he kept tinkering with his car. Yes, I spoil him, tilting my all to satisfy his desire. Watching him in pain seriously play for me is a kind of enjoyment and happiness, and I know I will not see the day a lot.

In the day that he was sick, I spent a lot of home remedies to cure him. I took him to find a qigong master, give him to drink his own urine, the frog's eyes for him to eat, go to the temple Wishing and so on. I know I am ignorant, but everything is useless. Smelly still do the surgery. Protruding because something in his eyes had grown up, really, not close his eyes. Each co-eyed when I helped him see that he should be the place of the eye has been a gray stuff instead, I was shaking. I really almost collapsed, I grabbed the hand of love, fiercely clutching, unable to speak, but my wife understands my eyes crazy. I know, go on like this, I would be mad. Or, I was in the eyes of the others have been crazy.

Smelly was wheeled into the operating room, his little body lying on the big bed, so thin and poor. I looked at the door of the operating room. My life seems to have been drained. Me up the day a silent prayer: "Let My Smelly do not live down, and he died on the operating table." I'm really mad world this prayer? But I did think that way. I know, the Smelly eyes gouged out. The place of his eyes is a black hole. I'm afraid I do not know how to face his pain. Even if he did the surgery die, better anesthesia quietly painful death. I was trembling. Teeth stop chattering, body shook and I could not stop shaking. My wife took my hand, and we sat on the steps outside the operating room, away from the crowd. Tightly holding each other's hands, and that is the only way we can seize.

Surgery push the car out. I lay down on the other bed. I am weak, weak from the heart. I support them. I have it, I was the mother. I saw the quiet of his body, a small body. Lying motionless on the bed. I hugged him and he is so light, I hold him, I was afraid he flew away. His left eye covered with a big gauze. His anesthetic still plays a role. He was very quiet. At that moment, I suddenly have a vision: is not this when he died? I viciously biting lips - do not think, ah.

Smelly crazy, he frantically pulled the gauze on his face. He does it hurt. The anesthetic awkward passed. He struggled shouted: "Mom, uncomfortable ah! Mom ah! Sad ah!" Lover forcefully grabbed his hand, calling to me: "Spring children, come and help me catch him! Do not let him put gauze pulled off I barely stand up Just then, Smelly struggling out his hand to me and shouted the word most memorable of my life: "Spring children! mom ah -!" the voice as desolate and helpless, as shocking!

Anti-Corruption Bureau intervene in criminal cases

Anti-Corruption Bureau intervene in criminal cases

Zuigao Jian and highest law on behalf of the judiciary, mainly in the area of anti-corruption is corruption crime through legal means to punish.

Anti-Corruption and Bribery Bureau under the Supreme People's Procuratorate, devoted to the national staff of corruption, bribery and other job-related crimes acts for prosecution. The existence of the problem have been confirmed, the procuratorial organs on file for investigation, examination and prosecution after transferred to the Procuratorate Public Prosecution Service, confirmed to conform to the conditions for prosecution on indictment to the court.

Lin Zhe, by convention, set up under the Anti-Corruption Bureau Zuigao Jian level cadres in charge of the Division of corruption, while the Central Discipline Inspection Commission in recent years, mainly in charge of the bureau level cadres corrupt behavior. However, this practice of "division of labor", is not reflected in the official public information.

In terms of the division of responsibilities of the Commission for Discipline Inspection at all levels and at all levels Procuratorate, the general staff of state organs not involved in criminal cases referred to the discipline inspection departments handled involving criminal cases referred to the Public Prosecutions Office, some of the state organs may be involved in criminal cases personnel criminal cases Procuratorate Anti-Corruption Bureau, will be the first intervention.

National School of Administration professor bamboo house, in the process of discipline inspection and supervision departments "double", an official found involved in criminal cases so Procuratorate Anti-Corruption Bureau, early intervention, and completion of the forensic investigation. After that, by the Procuratorate indictment to the court.

buy a coat

We present two unrelated people on Earth, and come together because of a love of words, because of a love of words, I like their relatives pro. At home, I am old and young, family love on like you, I love you take care of your object.

I'll give you love together for more than two years, dating from the start for your laundry, cohabitation after our weekend lover, wash once a week, probably a hundred times for you to wash, and I wash 0 times. Although I know that should a girl do laundry (but in fact the boys girlfriend washing clothes for themselves or a lot of people exist), I do not expect you as much as I do for you, but I hope that my monthly uncomfortable those days, I love to feel bad to me, I share a little thing, but every time, no matter how much pain in my belly, body, how uncomfortable is still you wash.

Together more than two years, my birthday for you to buy a coat, you pull you go to the mall to buy you two tops a pair of pants, and later send you a wallet, then later gave you to buy a birthday a black T-shirt, and autumn, when you have nothing to clothes you buy two Qiuyi winter, when you buy a set of thermal underwear. You only my birthday to buy me a necklace.

Together for more than two years together spend our money, with the money to buy a computer, with the money to pay the rent, and I only live in a day and a half a week, but every week to clean up the room clean all my doing And you play the game. Computer as long as you and I have to give you to play, there are times I deliberately let you play, you was able to keep me from a chair to hold up, and then you play your game, and I was sad.

Together for more than two years now, and every time you go to the supermarket checkout after milk next time, you always said he wanted me to buy a box, I said I do not like to drink milk, every time after the counter selling necklaces, you always said he wanted me to buy one, and I always said that I do not like to wear. In fact, I did not really do not like, but I feel bad for you, I know that our wages are not high, the money is not easy, and I do not want you to spend any money for me. Even if I like it, I would prefer to buy their own.

Young Age

A young age, we do not know love. We thought it would not allow him to smoke, to not let him get lung cancer; would not allow him to drink, in order to protect his liver; would not allow him to see the night, he allowed the Internet, in order to ensure his sleep; would not allow him to play cards with friends, at restaurants, In order to let him abandoned the cause, nothing -

Love him, we have to give him some space. We can not because of love, deprived of his love and freedom. Men smoking, drinking, shopping and dressing like a woman, it is a sincere pleasure. Without it, too many men less happy. So, if not smoked alcoholism, if not to affect the health, smoking to help him Ignition drinking to accompany him to two cups! Maybe you will find his happiness is actually happy -

What men like, to accompany him like a nest in his arms, to see him smile, to see him mad to see him frustrated, as long as you stay with him just fine, do not complain, perhaps you forget that you fell asleep, he did not know, but when he started, he will gently pick up you. Men love the Internet, and you let him on it, Sometimes, men can find a sense of accomplishment in the net to find the hero sense, people need some sense of spiritual sustenance. Men of course, more friends and ultimately, as long as he is not every night Sheng Xiao, and occasionally get together with friends, you should be happy for him. A friend, he was not alone, not paranoid. Do not envy his friend, do not say you do not have his friends is important in a person's life, love, affection, he also need friendship -

Have, we do not know love, easy to close when estranged. We will find that the man we love anyone else. In the car, he can and strangers intimate conversation; he saw elderly enthusiastically seat; him on the road with a familiar greeting; outside, he seems everything comprehensive, however, the only way for us, he is 's easy to overlook. He will forget your birthday, he would forget to accompany you shopping, even after the holidays, he sleep, he should not accompany you to speak. You're wondering why, why this man he good for anyone else, except I have no value? He was to accompany a friend to chat late into the night, why the face I actually have nothing to say, why let him accompany me to watch TV, he said, tired of going to bed? Honey, do not think so, he talked to everyone, no one thoroughly, it is because he and they distance. The man is vanity, he has to face, he must also entertaining. And you, you are his lover, in his eyes, you're one of us, he does not need in front of you to live as tired. So, you have to understand that the man you ignore the fact, it is you as their own the same treatment. So, do not complain that he ignored you, remember, as long as he clasped your hand in a cordial conversation and others clinging to your body when sleeping at night, then you need not torture yourself. He love you like a love yourself, you have to believe -

Live Side by Side

Since time immemorial people is so manufactured, making him, his actions and for the purpose of his individual and groups not under hypnosis instill sent views of the world, his motives and value standards life experiences. Russians have a saying, "Do not believe your brother say, to believe your own askance", which is the most reliable basis to understand the world around us as well as the behavior of the people in the world. Stretched into the mysterious and desolate long era in our world, before it is subject to the ordinary transmission lines infringement, it is transformed into the mass of a single spasm beating before - people in their limited field, in their communities, in their social, finally in their territory, relying on the experience of governance without woes. At that time, the separate individual may perceive and accept a common standard of value: may be considered normal things and incredible things distinguish; cruel things and evil beyond the boundaries of things distinguish; may be the honest thing and deceive things separate. Despite living in the diaspora people lived very different lives and their social value is often strikingly inconsistent, as their system of weights and measures inconsistent, but these inconsistencies still only occasional travelers arriving surprised, in the name of the magazine anecdote The reported forward to, does not constitute a threat to human yet become one.

But in the past few decades, unwittingly, suddenly, humanity becomes one - hopefully become one, but is dangerous to become one - the results, it's a part of the shock and excitement on almost passed to other parts, sometimes any kind of immunity are lacking. The human race into one, but not like the communities and even countries have been as constant become one; than unite after years of mutual experience, neither has a single eye, that is only known affectionately termed "askance", nor is it a common national language, but through international broadcast and print over all obstacles to become one. A large number of events avalanche wildly befallen us a minute after half the world to hear the splashing sound of the collapse. Measure these events and the world unfamiliar legal valuation of these events are dependent on the scale, but not by sound waves and newspaper columns are spread out and not able to spread out. This is because these scales are too old too special circumstances in individual countries and societies mature and absorbed, they can not be exchanged in mid-air. Around the world, the value of their hard-earned in the event, they stubbornly, confidently, but in accordance with their own standard of value judgment, and never to be judged in accordance with any other standard of value.

If the world does not so very different from the value of the standard, at least, there are several so very different from the standard of value. A value standard event for valuation nearest, and another order to evaluate the events from afar, the old society with a standard of value, young society has another unsuccessful people is a price sik standard, while the success of the people is another. These run counter to the value of the standard discord screaming dazzle us apprehensive, thus there would be no pain if we avoid all other value, it seems to avoid the crazy general, seems to avoid the illusion, and we follow our The value of their own national self-confidence to judge the whole world. The reason why we do not put that in fact greater, more painful and more unbearable disaster seen as a bigger, more painful and more unbearable disaster, but that is closest to the disaster mistakenly believe that it is more larger, more painful and unbearable disaster, the reason it was in this. Those who leave things beyond any of this when this engraved not threaten to invade our door things - although it groaned issue repressed cries life thus destroy, even tens of millions of victims resulting - we all think, the general view is completely bearable, can be tolerated in the column.

Not too long ago, a place in the world, under persecution compared favorably with the persecution of the Roman people, thousands of silent Christians for faith in God and sacrificed their lives. In another hemisphere of a madman (and he certainly is not alone), he rapidly through the ocean out to save us from religion - and the sword straight piercing the priests! Everyone of us, according to his own standard of value, he speculated.

Thing from a distance, according to a standard of value, it seems that is the envy of the thriving free, but if in the nearest see, and in accordance with other standards of value, makes one feel kind of put the car overturned The cause of repressed rage. Thing somewhere in the world may represent an incredible dream of prosperity, but in another place, but it has the effect immediately with strike its crazy exploitation respond to the kind of people angered. Natural disasters have a different standard of value: a flood to bring disaster to the lives of two hundred thousand seems better than our local one less serious accidents. Personal humiliation different values: sometimes an irony smile or sent walking posture is very humiliating, cruel torture, while in other moments also as an unfortunate joke is forgiven . Punishment and evil have different values: according to a standard of value, was arrested a month, was banished to the countryside, or stay inside to eat white bread roll drink milk isolation room, all broken people's imagination and anger filled significant part on the newspaper, and in accordance with another standard of value, judgment sentence of twenty-five years, the walls of ice covered while inside a prisoner is stripped leaving only underwear isolation room, the insane asylum for the sane people , as well as numerous non-rational person, they always run away for some reason, at the border were fired - all this and yet commonplace, and is recognized by the people. And that foreign part of the world comes to mind is especially calm, we know nothing about that part actually, even no event news from there, and only a few reporters trivial, outdated speculation.

However we did wood because of this duality, because the deep sorrow of another person on this stunned daze not understanding blame views, want to know that the person is so constituted. But for the whole of humanity is compressed into a single lumps, this mutual incomprehension shows an imminent threat of violent destruction. Facing six, four or even two value standard, a world, a human beings can not exist: we will be paced this inconsistency, this inconsistency tear fibrillation.

A two heart not exist in this world, we will not be able to stand shoulder to shoulder in one on Earth live.

Those Are Love

Asked to discuss ever wondered what is love, what is helpless, speechless relative, I seem to have understood; want to love, not love, not love, this is what it feels like? The ups and downs have taste? Despair, fragmented, and this is what kind of situation? The world's most hurtful is emotional, but people impossible heartless, more impossible unfeeling. In this way, thinking in my mind, and remembered; memories of sorrow, joy; love in the mortal world, hating, in earthly libelous, pain ...

Those years, the night once love falling in the snow, watching the snow falling, the heart is also sad. "Always sad with your sadness, happiness with your happiness." The false starts, the pain and the joy of the process, a wordless finale, composed of some affinity between you and me, the knowing false starts, but still let it happen. Knowing should give up but can not give up, knowing that the final harvest only the pain, but it Kuzhongzuole in this virtual world, want to love, pain, smile and tears with points with co-author, worry forward, grudges and, thinking, thinking ...

Love life can not hand people, this is a story filled with tears and sorrow doomed. Once thought long calm and not For Whom move, but wanted to talk to you, but encountered. You that, my world came inadvertently disrupt my Heart Lake. I, also you do not preparedness, into your life, and upset you calm. Why should there be this many quirks of edge? Why not let us in just the right experience just people? Why do lovers always missed? Why there must be such a late edge? Love, once missed is forever missed. We shared a piece of the sky, but not at the same time to smell the flowers; common marching a land, but can not be printed at the same time under the footprints ......

I know, miss me, you will be meditation; You know, miss you, and I will be sad. Many nights are in memory of the long history of searching for your tracks, in many cases, only the information in looking for your care; many times, can only think you. If we were to meet at the right time, perhaps lifetime will not hold your hand for others; through time and space and geography, may not accompany you let love others. Life on this missed it when, why, after 20 years, they met each other? Since then, the journey to vitality and heart, onto the road of sorrow. Many nights a cup of thick coffee, thin taste any of that bitter soaked his every nerve. Many days of rain, stare at the rain is blowing, his thoughts began swirling ...

We have no Shengsixiangxu love, affection did not spend a lifetime, but in our hearts there is constantly worried about that never let go, we are most familiar strangers in this world. Used to seeing a lot of romantic love feelings can not spend, always feel the feelings erratic. Maybe someday heart tired tired, and then disappeared. Can share my heart deeply worried about the disappearance of not. But I also know things difficult to predict the future. This allows many lovers of this pain and happiness. I understand that maybe someday we will be in each other life gradually go further away, until fuzzy seen. But I believe that, one day, forget the eternal, let us remember a certain period of a day to meet the day ...

We met due to each other and happy, rather than sadness. You do not ask too much, just a knowing each other's feelings, and only hope that a few years later, when you think of my people, your face is a smile of your heart is happy. Pleased to meet, acquaintance and happy, because of knowing each other and rejoice, because of love and sweet. I would like to be worried about you helpless loved happy, although it can not spend, but this feeling is enough to warm the soul. "Do not seek forever, as long as it once had" who said? Since love, who do not want to be forever? Only a helpless self-comforting Bale, who knows that such a free and easy behind, has a how a sour the heart? When you are old, recalls the past, if they would remember that once hand as you inadvertently come into your life? You broke the calm. You will remember, We legend like acquaintance ridiculous misunderstanding inexplicable love to break away constantly worried about all dreamy and wipe it away, forever in our lives.

I will put you in mind, the lifetime can not forget. I've heard that the road of life is divided into many segments, each segment by different accompany you through the person's life can not love one person can only say he love you a in this paragraph people, I think this period of your love belongs to me, your life I had been there, your love I've ever had in your life long long river, then a short, short, even if it is a one-hour time I accompany you to live through. Do not want to do what you love first, and just want to do what you love the last one where you just want to do a. Time flies, time flies, maybe this life will not be in hand, and maybe next life is also missed, dear, do not forget we have a good ...

You Shold Remember Something

Once read an article in Reader, Joe leaves write some things, I do not want to know. Wrote in the article: "A lot of things, knowing too much and too early to become more complex response, the easiest approach is nothing to know."

You do not need to remember some things but in fact, a lot of things you do not want to know, but then I know. To this end, I should tell you a word: you do not need to remember some things.

For example, a certain period for a date, it was behind the malicious defamation. Such a thing, a mass ten, have spread, and finally passed to me. Slander you and you became friends, he is deep remorse. Say, a good friend, you and him are like brothers, when you know one thing, a friend used to be a madman, often bare body walking on the street. Too late, you know these things, know that is not the time you want. But you have to believe that the immediate past it, past the United States, the last ugly, it represents nothing. Those things after years of baptism, settling down, you do not need to remember.

If someone flips Chen Guzi rotten sesame like old things, you do not mind. While some things slander you, even though some things that make you go astray, but they are no longer sense brilliant. Needless to over-confident "Tatu capacity, a number of things are human, no matter how big your belly always full day. The most important is the Society of walking and throwing, live in the moment, the plan tomorrow. If you can not be the case, then you will be those old things wasted valuable today, torn longing Flawless tomorrow.

Of course, some things are your grades, your pride yesterday. But you still do not need to remember. If you really can not forget, that also do not need to remember too pure. Forget yesterday's results to cheer today, every triumphant return only the next time the triumphant return of starting point, no need to immerse themselves for too long.

Some things, you do not need to remember. Really, all the scores are impulsive, all the results are representative of the past, all failures are halfway stepping stones. If you remember everything clearly, and that increasing the shadow of your heart, your soul is getting smaller and smaller space. Humans have many containers, some people think of all containers are filled, comes when the happy happy things, could not find the place that can be stored.

Xi Murong once said, "forgetting is we can not change destiny, everything is not aligned like the drawings, the former can not go back in the past, so slowly staggered to extend a little bit, maybe stagger the things we really should be forgotten. "ah, since we can not go back in the past, then you will past forgotten. Like the ebb and flow, Huakaihuaxie, Yunjuanyunshu, do not have to remember the simplicity, so that you have a light heart, calm and tranquility.

Some things, you do not need to remember. This is not a mystical Zen to such vulgar life - forget some of the pain, the joy of the road will be more; forget those messy footprints, the road will be smooth; forget some success and the glory, the footsteps of the front line will be faster. Let go of your mind export it! This is far better than you truss easier export of mind. "Steady stream" in our lives are limited, let all things, not in the river of life and build high dams, as there will be the danger of collapse burst. To know, to forgive, just hide things quietly; Only do not remember, is the profound and thorough tolerance.

So, I want to tell my friends, some things, I know this, but I no longer remember.

A Phone Call

Winter, and gets colder out the window several strains of yellow ginkgo brilliant, beautiful rendering of the Pro before sunset last night a little night rain has let the ground spilled a land of golden.

Saturday's day, usually day I fixed call home, this habit has a decade, former school outside, far from home, the more independent I did not like the other students as three days of two even have to go to the school gate recess neutral queued for a public phone home, often crying tears of people like. The buy public telephone cards, first arrived in the two weeks of school have never made a phone call to the home, just to have always loved my brother a telephone call. The family had yet to install telephone, first call relatives and sister-in-law home away from home five or six minutes, and then the trouble she went home to answer the phone call my dad or mom, I felt too too much trouble people are usually ten days to make a phone call home snapshots, sometimes I'd prefer to write a letter to my father. The father said nothing to you on more than a few phone calls go home! Tone seems dull, but with a hint of pleading. I am starting from the middle school on lodging at the school to adapt to school away from home, away from the lives of loved ones, and wanted to talk about the home of the parents will be worrying about me, as I am worried and could not sleep. I understand the meaning of his father's order not to let Mom and Dad, I am worried that adhere marked with a phone, even if it is only chats every week. No long Dad is very pleased to tell me installed at home on the phone, I understand, it went for me. Home phone number father said once I remember, and so far have not forgotten that several years ago his family to convert all mobile phones, landline stopped, just a string of numbers is the number of family love.

Woke opened his eyes reach out and take on the bedside far the phone, while pulling the father's phone number, side and sat up. Telephone communication, familiar and look forward to the sound rang in the ears, and my father said home attached under the fast a week of rain, a little cold to start, they are just getting up, being three little nephew who dressed too! Hear twittering scrambling called my aunt, and every time I was very happy, and now they will speak more fluent in the native dialect, and Cheng brother's son to the number of the most intelligent and the most mischievous, to catch up with his two Church brother, Chi Chi, with boss Ieteru. Mother's words, he awakened to count up, every time the mother will talk about their story, particularly interesting! Mother said a few days ago my father out pocket money to prepare to put it in the drawer, saw Cheng said: "Grandpa, take the money to Grandma stood Well, I am for you to her grandmother," Dad took a $ 10 to give him , he did not know the money necessary red hundred. He took a hundred, go to the door, outside the mother asked him, "You're not trying to take the money I was putting it? Give me!" He did not panic do not panic put the money in his own pockets and clutching his also a very calm and collected like "Grandma, I went to buy your Pig (pork), fish, fruits and fruit (fruit), sugar sugar eat Ha! eat together" people are funny and It is helpless. Less than two years old and he does not know how he felt, sometimes coaxing They brother something to eat.

Sometimes my mother went Dongguan play together video chat, Mom and Dad still prefer more time at home, and the carefree habits, a group of friends at home can drink tea and chat with. Mom always said I work from home farthest, want to see on the side is not easy, and only in the time of the Chinese New Year stay at home for a few days, and now has become a family time at home this year will be shorter, nor the New Year in the maiden. Just not trying hard enough to not be able to have a good job or career to do at home, they can not leave the past a little. Sometimes the farms to buy food in the kitchen, I wish to call to ask Mom and Dad, asked the beef to how to eat better, how to do it delicious? Dad would say, the beef must put ginger, fresh beef cut good on a small dip in the cold water will loose powder flavor, fried it will be more delicious soup to eat and very nutritious, my mother would say, beef along cut lines go, when you can not cut pork down to anti, thus cutting out meat tenderness, no firewood. The sauerkraut to how the bubble? Chopped hot pepper to how to do it? Mom and Dad will always be careful to answer me! In fact, on the outside have lived so many years, has long been unlike former home will not do anything, even if do not know, click what knowledge or recipes online, just those little bit of care from their mouth said out is will feel a special happiness, more importantly, I want them to understand my life, "look" to my life. I think the phone end of Mom and Dad will feel at ease, at ease, the heart relies on near, we also do not feel so far.

In fact, we all understand that Mom and Dad do not expect we struggle out how much money to give them, then a luxury material life incomparable to fill their spiritual yearning to make a living, they have to work out. Addition to the given material, a pass phone has become particularly valuable, caring word is a deep sense of love. Sorry, could not spend more time with your side, we are worried about you, too, Mom and Dad take care the body, cold weather more than add a coat! I think you will call to talk about family matters with you.

It is not easy to be Simple

Simple is a state, is a not entirely similar to ordinary life attitude if almost ordinary, simple life is a dull but yet elegant landscape faint like a white water meant life. Simple ideas do not have much extra desire, unlike those seasons the artless emotional pillow in the wind drunk, but always into the hearts of those who desire to view it quietly sleeping in each month since moonset after midnight, accompanied by distant alight clear lights bright to awaken the heart all the rays of hope, clear life forward in the right direction. Simple charm shape that gently deep of a look back, always silent season sow the seeds of those spring free and freely grown spring foliage and branches and leaves on the Great Exhibition of spring.

Simple is a simple realm is not a song, is an attitude; instead of simple living, is a graceful; simple points and lines pretentious, an implication on the unlimited stave music; simple not iridescent, is a thick Yellow Sky, Earth, oh.

Simple is an attitude, a simple approach contains something beyond the realm of life, it goes beyond vanity and mean, beyond the desire among struggling greed, reproachful and obsession override the humanity that is extremely easy to flood Sensation above, with a relaxed and harmonious internal light to grow as the life force connotation, Dan Ma colorful life color. Simple color refracted light, which is the classic black-and-white interwoven life light is the most profound and original background.

Simplicity is a graceful, even though it's no hustle and bustle of the opening, but always silent Shou years of looking at life and death go hand in hand, like the light of the moon and stars, the same day last year, in the coming year, such as yesterday. Simple graceful skyline clouds, always set off the beauty of the blue sky, the graceful song of peace, the gently rocking covered with the day's stars, years in the faint starlight graceful deep singing those pragmatic the tone, life will in Brisk tone sublimation stream Ling.

Simple points and lines of pretentious, it is a fusion of block and point, always simple life blue sky inclusive, the shape of a green leaf in the spring, and a drop of water droplets in the ocean, a star in the dark night sky, colorful a tidal if. It is always the most appropriate point in the life cut into the life of the original color of the deep-seated, always from the most real life due to yard equation principle the answer simple Conceiving a complex emotional, simple to map out all the screen.

Simple is a thick yellow days thick soil, although no trees in the prosperous, no flowers of blooming, not the waves raging, do not spray the carnival, but is all Willful and joy extension of the female parent, is also all life and bustling polymerization of dependency, even take life in full bloom nutrients.

Brisk greeting is a simple, silent hand is also a simple phase pull; turned to a look back is a simple, warm word is a simple; warm before the home is a simple, silent stare is a simple; cold, windy and in a Usugi is a simple, and is also a simple cup of cold water when hot; Meet openings smile is a simple, years is also a simple fated; years The attendant is a simple, a waiting time is also a simple ......

These simple memory and recollection, these simple Rye and go hand in hand, these simple blessings and hand may not be simple Oh.

A Very Impressive Story

A farmer, junior high school read-only for two years, home money to continue on for his school. He dropped out of school to go home to help his father farm three acres Susukida. He was 19 years old, his father died, the family of the burden of all the pressure on his shoulders. He has to take care of the poor health of the mother, as well as a grandmother paralyzed in bed.

In the eighties, the the farmland tenure by. He dug a puddle into a pond, would like to fish. Village cadres told him, paddy fields can not fish, can only grow crops, he had to have the pond filled. It became a joke in the eyes of others, he is a want to get rich but very stupid person.

I heard that chicken can make money, he borrowed 500 dollars from relatives, and raised from the chicken. But after a flood, the chicken had fowl plague, all died within a few days. 500 yuan for others, it may be nothing, for a rely-acres Susukida life family, nothing less than astronomical. His mother hands, not the stimulus, even melancholy died.

He later stuffed wine, catch fish, even still in the quarry cliff to help people played embrasure ...... can not make money.

35-year-old, he did not marry the daughter-in-law. Even children a woman divorced despise him. Because he was only a mud hut, at any time after a heavy rain collapsed. Men marry my wife, in rural areas people think highly of.

However, he would like to give it a go around and borrow money to buy a walking tractor. Unexpectedly, the road less than two weeks, the tractor carrying he rushed into a river. He broke his leg and became lame. That tractor, finish it, already fragmented, he can only open it as scrap metal to sell.

Almost all of the people say that he got a chance.

But then he has become a company boss in this city where I, in the hands of two billion of assets. Now, many people are aware of his suffering in the past and legendary entrepreneurial experience. Many media interviewed him many reports literature describes him. But I just remember this episode -

A reporter asked him: "In the days of suffering, how can you again not flinch?"

He sat in the large, luxurious boss behind the drinking the hands of a glass of water. Then he put the glass sub in the hand, asked the reporter: "If I let go, the cup is what will happen?"

The reporter said: "fell to the ground and broken."

"Then we'll try." He said.

His hand a loose, the cup dropped issued crisp sound, but not broken, but intact. He said: "Even if the presence of 10 people, they will think that this cup will be broken undoubtedly However, this cup than ordinary glass, but glass steel production."

So, I remember this classic wonderful dialogue. Such a person, even if only a breath, he will try to grab the hand of success, unless God deprived of his life ...